To You
If God tells me that I have to die today, but I'm allowed to do one final thing before death, I'll tell him unreservedly that I want to say sorry to you.
The 4 years spent with you were the most amazing time of my life. You loved me so much. And so did I. Our relationship was so stable that I thought nothing could ever break the two of us up. We've been through lots: happiness, sadness, laughters, tears. Remember that day when I was on a bike with you on the Greek Island? Looking at the sunset, driving on a road where there's no one else but the 2 of us, I just wanna hold u tight, just like that, forever and ever. I felt like the luckiest person in the world.
You know me best. You know what I like, what I hate. Sometimes I don't even have to talk to u and you already know what I need. I always thought we were the most compatible couple in the world. When I say do A, u may choose not to do it, cos u know I'll allow u not to; but when I say don't do B, u'll never do it.
Hurting you is the one thing that I hate doing the most. I tried not to. But I realised I needed to. I can't lie anymore. Without you I felt lonely. And I felt helpless. I needed you but you were not there. I finally lost to my selfish self. I decided to allow myself to change; decided to let your Lenny disappeared. The Lenny that you loved has gone. I don't know whether he'll come back or not: he may, or may not. But he, right now, has definitely gone. And because of this, I had to let you know. I had to hurt you, no matter how reluctant I was.
Hun, sorry. I am really sorry. Although I've already cried so many times, my eyes are still full of tears when I type this. You are my hun, the only hun, forever and ever. And I'll love you for as long as I live.
The 4 years spent with you were the most amazing time of my life. You loved me so much. And so did I. Our relationship was so stable that I thought nothing could ever break the two of us up. We've been through lots: happiness, sadness, laughters, tears. Remember that day when I was on a bike with you on the Greek Island? Looking at the sunset, driving on a road where there's no one else but the 2 of us, I just wanna hold u tight, just like that, forever and ever. I felt like the luckiest person in the world.
You know me best. You know what I like, what I hate. Sometimes I don't even have to talk to u and you already know what I need. I always thought we were the most compatible couple in the world. When I say do A, u may choose not to do it, cos u know I'll allow u not to; but when I say don't do B, u'll never do it.
Hurting you is the one thing that I hate doing the most. I tried not to. But I realised I needed to. I can't lie anymore. Without you I felt lonely. And I felt helpless. I needed you but you were not there. I finally lost to my selfish self. I decided to allow myself to change; decided to let your Lenny disappeared. The Lenny that you loved has gone. I don't know whether he'll come back or not: he may, or may not. But he, right now, has definitely gone. And because of this, I had to let you know. I had to hurt you, no matter how reluctant I was.
Hun, sorry. I am really sorry. Although I've already cried so many times, my eyes are still full of tears when I type this. You are my hun, the only hun, forever and ever. And I'll love you for as long as I live.
posted by Lenny at 19:41
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